Black Raven

(As originally written to a girl)

I am so happy you love me for the freak that is me.  I don't know anybody else in the world that is as supportive as you have been, after I have told you my deepest secrets, and you still listen to me, even as much my furriness has forever changed my life and our relationship.  Day after day, always I talk about my feelings in third-person about Fox, the fursona to my persona.  Day by night, I think of historic advancements in the biological sciences, as I plan to genetically and surgically become my second half, at the mercy of man-kind.

Hour by hour, I fantasize brutal maulings of all the bruise bashing, body slicing, blood curdling, and flesh ripping Fox endures, until his fall on his final breath.  Minute by minute, my mind sees another victim of the media, labeling me pervert, furfag, sex crazy animal, and a beastialitist, and hate me with no reason or rhyme.
Second by second, my heart races, pumping blood through my body as the poison that is worry, coarses through my veins...

And every waking moment...?

Fox sits in waiting, waiting to be discovered by the ones he love dearly...

and finally be rejected, despite his pleas...

Forevermore...